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Monday, August 01, 2011

it been a long long time since last entry.. haha... hmmm... anyway outside you see they look happiness.. but who knows that they not really that happiness??? Really feel sad for girl girl... kids really innocent. sometimes they shouldn't born in this world... sometimes really cant believe your partner too much.. althought u know they wont do that to u. As i know dear dear won't do that to me. like finding another girl outside. he said too mafan liao.. one already enough... why make himself so mafan find another wan? everyday lik hide here and there.. but who know it will happen one day anot? no one know... sometimes i do afraid dear will lik sj... sometimes i feel that i dunno iszzit he really wan to rom with me anot... wanna rom with me on 11/11/11... but this is a special date.. he shld know which date to register online.. he seem to be dun bother.. really make me sad.. TOTALLY SAD.. althought his mouth always say i wan to rom with u.. yah i know you wan.. but u seem lik no action... how am i going to stay with u for my whole life? alot of things i already give up... i can give up a wedding... just to be with u.. and wearing a gown... is all girls dream... flowers is mostly all girls hope to have... diamond ring... althought i hope to have one.. but its okay if dun haf a diamond ring.. it at least we have a wedding ring.. there is alot of things to be worried.. to be think hard.. is this person am i willing to spend with him for my rest of my life? in my heart always have an answer.. but... it still seem to be abit worried... haix.. i also dunno wat am i posting.. haha... go home continue to post ba? if i got the mood.. anyway need to do cover page for project too.. sigh~!

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