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Sunday, December 13, 2009

i feel bored out of a sudden... i cant sleep this few days.. not sure iszzit previously i sick and i slept alot liao? lols.. on monday i sick.. damn it.. bloated stomach.. vomiting at first den after tat start to bloated.. vomiting for 2 hrs.. bloated for the whole night.. start from abt 12am - 12am plus ba? den i cant sleep till the next morning.. haix...the next morning night den go see doctor.. cost me $28 + medical oil $2= $30.... i gonna return dad... stupid previously company i worked.. fucked up.. so long my cheque haven come yet.. i need the cash lah... haix... i hope i can find my job soon... suddenly didn work i feel bored... i think i need to work... didn work i dunno wat to do.. haha... i not a marriage lady... so i cant stay at home doing nth... seeing the movies and dramas will make me sians for now.. dunno why... dunno iszzit no mood or the show was not suit my mood or wat.. haha... i hope after i have posted my blog.. i can go and sleep and dream.. dunno i cant sleep or i dunwan to sleep... haix.. just feel bored.. dunno why... my life feeling bored... i need to find a new job and work lah.. so i wont feel that bored.. hehe.. dear say he want to buy car??? dunno lehx.. haix.. everything changed... plan also changed... i tink i also changed... haha... i hope to find new job... admin or clinic assistant (not those sick paitents clinic, but those clinic lik take botox tat clinic) or early childhood assistant teacher... haha... i cant imaging that i did think of being a teacher... ya... i did love kids alot.. if 1 day i become teacher.. i not sure can i really be a good teacher? haha... anyway the salary of being early childhood teacher or assistant teacher, the pay is LOW!!! i did hope to see kids everyday??? haha... maybe find admin job to work first.. while working... den go study that course lohx.. see how first.. most important is find my new job first.. hehe.. i got alot of things need to do and buy... haix... all need money... getting older feel so stress without money.. damn it... i tink i can sleep later.. as i feel abit blur by now??? abit nia.. hehe.. oh yah back to the car... dunno he want to buy car or van lah... if buy car maybe he hope to buy evo.. HOPE nia.. once he buy den say lah... lols.. he got car i also cant drive.. damn it.. i dun care i hope i want i will drive it one day AGAIN!!! lols.. should i watch 1 episode of drama? den sleep? lols.. dunno lehx.. life feel so boring... hehe.. maybe i really rot for too long den suddenly worked for 3weeks.. lols.. hope my dreams may come true one day.. as get a cert for early childhood... no matter is assistant teacher or teacher lah.. lols.. hope to get a cert for korean and japanese languages.. althought i know is not impostant.. but i hope to learned it 1 day... if further further is accounting ba? althought that maybe might be not my interest... this will CONSIDER FURTHER... next time den tink.. lols.. right now no money... and it not my interest list.. lols.. so tat will be last.. lols... see how in further.. see how next year.. hehe.. hmmm... shall go watch abit of drama.. click click view view shut down and sleep.. haha.. goodnight, good morning.. anyway dear dear sick yesterday.. saturday he off.. den sick.. suay... but already get well liao.. fever already down liao.. he still can eat pizza.. so.. is consider GREAT.. lols.. so am i.. lols.. end here liao.. bye~

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