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Tuesday, August 04, 2009

haix.. the blog still the same... no incoming mail... boring... haix.. i shall just leave it then... this few days alot of ppl sick.. starting is didi, rony, dear dear, bing & me... all sick... virus.... i hate coughing.. but it make me cough.. long time didn read story book.. althought twilight movie already out very long.. but i still reading at that story book.. althought abit paiseh reading the story book which ppl already read the last book liao.. some may be finish reading all 4 story book.. i'm a slow reader.. so bo bian... i did read it at the past.. for half-way.. but i forgotten all the story line.. so i re-read again.. from the starting again.. hmmm.. at least this few days can read for 1 chapter per day... as i say i'm a slow reader.. i really need to concentrate to read the story book.. if someone have tried to talk to me.. i will stop... sometimes will continue reading.. higher chance i will stop reading.. dunno why.. haha.. tat me lohx.. haha.. everyday keep thinking what shld i do.. shld i go work? shld i stay put like this? i really dunno... i was trying to keep on running away.. haix.. i'm too lean on dear dear liao.. tat me... 21 years old for next year.. just 7months to go.. and i will be 21.. still tinking shld i go work? or i shld just stay put this? sometimes doin fair it really make me tired.. it truth.. really hating the way tat keep finding customer.. keep serving like an IDIOT.. ended up they just asking for fun.. and trying to be an idiot to ask whether they want to buy anot.. ended up.. JUST TAKING A LOOK... not i dunwan to chiong for it.. it too tired to be like this.. i tink it really cant live on like this forever.. really... maybe i really hope to work as a full-time housewife or maybe full-time mother in future.. dunno.. i just love kids.. but i hate kids to be naughty.. i'm serious.. lols.. once they naughty.. they will get punish by me.. haha.. maybe i will be a crazy mother? maybe lohx.. sometimes really feel like i'm still staying alive in the world it a waste of it.. cause sometimes i'm just too lazy.. and dunno what to do next.. always like to lean on others.. maybe just because i have my dear which dote me lots.. tat why i too lean on him.. HIS FAULT or MINE? lols.. he still will teach me the proper understanding.. teaching me to be mature, to be more adult.. but sometimes i still gone back to my crazy attitude.. haha.. sometimes i really done something wrong, he will angry, he will teach me, tell me all the reason and letting me to understand more in this world.. not sure.. sometimes parents words i dun listen, but his.. i did listen A LITTLE.. not too much, not all.. haha.. like most of the time i listen to it.. maybe i really love him too much.. haha.. i believe he feel the same way as i feel too.. haha.. sometimes i really lazy to do something, he did helped me... but sometimes he still force me to do something althought i lazy, he dunwan me to lazy.. sometimes he too tired.. i care for it.. so i helped him.. althought i'm too lazy and tired too.. haha.. hmmm.. look like we are husband & wife liao ya? haha.. next year then.. lols.. by law.. I'M ADULT.. haha... kinda ABIT happy nia.. once it become adult.. it will stress up alot alot.. once u are a kid, u hoping when will u grow up to be an adult.. but once u become an adult, u hope to go back to the past and become a child.. no stress... everyday just thinking of play.. but we only stress about homework.. it not as stress as adult i tink.. adult have to worry about jobs, family, kids, money, car, house, bills and alot alot alot of thing.. maybe different person will wish for different thing ba? if hope to go back as a child.. which family u want to go? a rich wan? but afraid too rich liao den gonna learn alot of things.. haha.. poor lehx? afraid no money to buy things which u like it.. since i said all this.. it make me feel tat life was so sians.. maybe lohx.. hope everyday can just dreaming.. hoping 1 day sky will drop money.. really hope ya? haha.. okay shall end here... gonna read my story book.. the end & goodbye..

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