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Saturday, March 21, 2009

having a cold war with him... it just happened today evening.... cause didi wanna play Sudden Attack with us... maybe didi new in that game, so dunno much thing inside... so i told him to private msg didi so that he will come out the room, so we will invite him... i didn scold him or what... he just said me.. said me something like i nag him? forgotten liao.. whatever.. i keep quiet... somehow really angry inside my heart.. his temper sark... FUCK OFF!!!! ever told me to change my temper, not to quarrel with my parents, and wat he do? his temper damn it.. because of him, i changed alot for him.. he hate nag, so i getting lesser and lesser nag... his hse dun lik ppl to nag and noisy.. so althought sometimes i really angry, i didn really shout infront of his mum... i bear with it... sometimes after awhile i will be fine.. i long time didn have my lady temper... this time... I OFF MY FONE!!! somemore infront of him at the bus, i think he didn saw it. so forget it... i think only way can find me either online or in game... when he want to send me home, he just went out of his hse didn ask me to go... its okay... at bus.. the bus was damn damn damn freeze... i freeze like hell he dun even bother.. forget it.. he just ask me 1 thing, got bring mp3? just to watch the tv in the bus which no sound at all.. so he use radio to listen to it... den pass 1 ear piece for me whether i wan to hear anot, i was angry of course i dunwan to listen.. and the bus was freeze.... he just touch me... i think he call me to lie on him or wat... i angry... so i ignore him... after that i freeze like hell in the bus and sleep.. he still dun bother me... so like this liao heck... alight bus, i walk infront he walk behind till reach my downstair, we just said 1 word BYE BYE!!! he wan to give me goodbye kiss, actually i dunwan it, ended up dunwan to get really both of us damn angry so just do it... if at the past, i just walk up to my hse, see him also dunwan to see, ended up he will angry... both of us angry... well... i really angry, not because i petty... i just talk to him, just dun get it why he so pissed off... went his hse, i help his mum alot instead of my mum... sometimes his dog pee.... i just reach his hse after both of us came home... i ignore the pee... he will said me, why didn mop... sometimes i really ignore, but now i didn... only a few times nia... i already tried my best.... i treat him just like my hubby, so i do it... of course i love him, and will think of marry him so i treat him like my hubby, so... i try my very best to become his wife, and learn how to become a good wife... and what he did to me? damn it... sometimes really angry till wan to cry.... but cant... am i really tired? sometimes really angry feel lik telling him something.... i cant do that.... cant just because i angry den make everything turn bad... so i must think twice... i just angry.... angry till wan to cry but i cant, i bear with it.. till now my throat feel uncomfortable... seriously, i love perviously him.. but... i cant keep saying previous, past things... he dun like it, cause he said it already over, please dun say it anymore... okay... i try not to say.... not to think.... now i think is me getting pissed and pissed!!!! HE REALLY FUCK OFF!!!! I HATE HIM!!!

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