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Thursday, January 08, 2009

i cant stand it anymore.... i hate staying at home.... everyday listen to their nagging.. it make me feel so pissed and irritating... i turning 20 soon.. just about 2more months to go... cant they really let me go? i went out late... they give me a call... didn ans their call... they call and call and call NON-STOP... i have my life... i want my freedom... why they keep holding my life? sometimes really don't wanna talk to them much.. the more we talk to them.. the more pissed you are.. i have enough... i hate having my life with lots of noise... just came home late... they worried for what? i not a small girl anymore... somemore.. i going 1 bunch of friends... althought not my friends.. is their... what can they do? well... all along have my boy send me home.. what they worry about? i think their worried is TOO OVER... that is why althought we have secret.. we rather share with friends than sharing with MY PARENTS.. they dun understand how we feel... they only standing their own shoes.. yah.. we know they caring.. but.. overall... THAT OUR LIFE... we dun steal, snatch, rob... will do liao.. we using our own hands, thinking, ideas to having fun.. or whatever.. IS THAT WRONG? sometimes really hope can found a job and work.. and rather staying at home facing them... sometimes really envy my friends.. why their parents can let them go... den why my parents cant? hearding their voice... speaking to us... i rather.... KEEP QUIET.. and IGNORE THEM... sometimes just dun get it.. why from talking, chit-chat will turn quarrel... i already tried to ignore, keep quiet.. but.. seem like.. THEY.... SHE.. MY MUM... STEPPING MY TAILS.. seriously.. really pissed... i getting... and getting.. feel that.. THIS NOT MY HOME!!!... now i can understand how my brother feel.... oh well.. althought i got my job... also no use de.. i will still feel pissed.. come home.. wanna have peace.. relax.. it impossible.. the 1st thing she will say.. come home.. bag throw at the chair dun wanna keep ar? come home.. this and that.. cant she let us do our own stuffs? sometimes really hope... my dear can marry me asap... not i want to marry so fast.. just feel that.. can leave this home asap... look like.. FOREVER WONT HAVE PEACE!!!

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