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Monday, November 17, 2008

damn it, hate it, yucks.... i hate it... this family was turning upside down.. i hate it... what parents is this? whatever i done they will say.... what the hell... they sure will pick up those bad points... what about i done those good points? did they say u good? no lohx.. they still pick ur bad want.. why how come i turn become lik that... i hate it... got this parents den got this kind of child? sometimes just feel so pek cek... the way i feel so pissed off... look like who? look like them... why cant they just like other parents? cant they say their child good instead of bad? just have a big quarrel with them... whatever i say... they sure got their own way to say me... not i want to complaint my brother.. i didn complaint at all.. just feel so de unfair... they always good to him.. i not jealous... he just sec 2... can run anywhere he want.. what about me? i want it... still ask their permission.. till they say yes... den my brother? dun even bother. did they bother? heck care.. till when they care? it late... it about to eat dinner... they care... what the fuck.. i already 19... goin on 20... what life is this? i go out late... why still call me to come home? FUCKER... i hate it.. the more i type i getting so pissed off.. and tears gonna drop... today having driving practical.. jon dear fetch me home after lesson.... he eat dinner liao den go my hse... till 9.50pm he went home.. that time.. what the farker daddy say me.. so i did say back my right.. i think dear cant take it... so he went home.. he feel so pissed off when hearing ppl quarrel... duno why... so he just go home.. my temper all along is lik that.. take it or leave it.... did anyone understand me? i think no one understand me at all... i think even dear also dun understand me ba? parents like kinda pick on me... like kinda want to say me.. i cannot stand it.. so i talk back.. he saw me lik that.. den ask me to keep quiet.. 1 is stepping my tail till i buai tahan.. one keep ask me to keep quiet.. how am i goin to bear with it.. i will turn crazy one day.. i think i really will... how i hope i can just turn crazy... staying in mental hospital.. haha.. lots of fun ya? dun need to bother about future... just playing around everyday... still got food to eat, games to play... if not 1 day just over playing just die liao den suan le lohx.. iszzit a better way... why they always ask me to do those things which i dun like to do? said what? office job is good. i know is good.. office job can wear nice nice.. i know can wear nice.. office job more relax.. WHAT THE FUCK.. LOTS OF JOB CANT FINISH IT.. IS THIS RELAX? they didn work office before how they know how we feel? u think always sit down infront the com and type type type? listen to fone? i different from them... said what? since young still can study go and study.. STOP UR NONSENSE FARKER... when i want to study... WHERE THE MONEY COME? they just stand at their shoes, they didn stand at our shoes... i'm their child... they should understand more den we do... iszzit always staying at home de child is good? previse after school who the one always stay at home? is ME... i think i staying at home too long... having HOME SICK.. not missing home.. is STAYING AT HOME TOO LONG.. didn go out see the world.. what the world is about.. oh yah.. i remember one farker lame bull shit thing.. what my MUM say to me? U LIKE THAT.. NVM DE.. ONE DAY U STILL NEED ME.. FARKER... IF I GOT MY OWN WAY.. DID I NEED YOU? I DARE TO SAY THIS.. I WILL EVER TRY TO DO IT MY OWNSELF... please lah... i hope she dun always say this to HER CHILD... dun even her.. HE TOO.. as i mean my dad.. i think i need to cool down... i need songs.. i think maybe a songs with a story book... TWILIGHT... oh dear.. i haven finish it.. i saw alot of ppl started the 2nd and 3rd book le... I STILL AT 1ST... haha.. and the MOVIE GOING TO OUT SOON ON DECEMBER.. hahaha... bleax... cool... i gonna watch that.. haha... hmmmm... getting cool down more and more.. i think i shall rest... when i resting.. my brother sure using com.. haha.. i think is time for him to use.. althought he used alot... his msn got 5 ppl spam him... haha.. no lah.. just msn him.. i cannot stand it.. when i was pissed... when i posting blog.. keep ding dong... lols.. k lah.. end here.. =P vivian jia you... good lucks.. wish u can find a job u like... may god bless u... ;) this week i was chiong my driving.. haha.... jia you for ur driving lesson... cum future test.. haha.. take care...

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