Saturday, February 02, 2008
turn mad again yesterday.. forget it... say no more... he just a liar lah... hate him... ever since on wednesday i called him, he give me a cold tone... it make me feel... HE HAVE TURN BORED WHEN HE TALK TO ME. forget it.. so i hanged up quickly. over already over.. now still decided wanna return him back his pinky? shall i or shall not? HE IS A BIG LIAR.. LIAR... LIAR... ever since he say he still care for me... IS A LIAR... somehow before he went to m'sia was different from now. he always use to msg me. after came back was diff.. reply me so slow. make me wait for his stupid msg. I DON'T WAN TO WAIT ANYMORE. think we not suit each other. he don't understand what i really wan. and i wont tell him anything. it hurt so i hurt my hand instead... i feel i so stupid, dumb and fool... hope he can read this post lah.. i ever tot asked him not to come, he will really come. nvm. if he dunwan to come also nvm. when i turn hungry.. i tink tat shall call him out for dinner. but ended up he with his friend in such a FAR FAR FAR DISTANCE, and given me a cold tone. so forget it. u dun need to come anymore. after work i can go home myself as usual. wanted to come yesterday? but i didn work... oh well.. okay.. so wanted to come today. but i told u not to come liao.. since wednesday problem. if wan to come, wed shall come why come on today which is friday instead? ever since i say i dunwan to see him anymore, forever. dunwan to talk to him anymore, forever. it just hurt. since my madness make me do until this way. i have nth to say anymore. he really didn contact me today. okay... nvm.. i might enough to let my tears out, i might not. since i choose to let go... den i shall really let go... or shall i find another person? coming 7th feb'08 which is chinese new year, is our 4th month anniversary.. oh well... its already over. i shall really delete tat anniversary from my fone. give me some time to forget him... i have enough... having a relationship was so hurt. dun wanna get hurt anymore. i wont do anything for him or watever. ever he say "IS JUST DO FOR THE SICK." over... everything over... i tink i really turn crazy ever since i get hurt. since it turn out this way... i think i shall give up everything from him. i will try my very best... NOT TO WAIT FOR HIS MSG, HIS CALL. NOT TO MSG OR CALL HIM. ever since if i know will turn lik tat. i shall not go with him. it so hurt. but its over. i will see who going to freeze me up and melt my heart again. ever since i hurt.. i must really have a strong minded not to let him enter my heart anymore. jiayou ba vivian. let fate decide. if he nvr see this post in such a few days. my heart might freeze it myself. WILL NOT LET HIM ENTER IT... this few days i shall forget him, forget everything. even the past. he hope i will remember. but i choose to forget. from past, ever since i wish to forget everything. bang by a car, but no die, not must hurt, just to forget my memories. and i will restart my life again. tat great ya? god help me to forget him... GAME OVER!!!
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3:38 AM
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