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Thursday, January 31, 2008

i didn wan to push him away.. i dunno what have i done... i'm crazy... i mad... from young i feel i really got mental problem.. tat true? i not sure... am i having moodswing now? 30th jan'08, i was lying to auntie i went to eat dinner, ended up i went to buy something.. and foodcourt was lot of ppl... and i already spend more den 30mins for dinner break... so just forget it.. don't eat liao.. morning i eat 2 pieces of bread.. after awhile mummy brought nasi lemak.. diaos.. eat abit.. kinda full.. so didn eat lunch too.. at night was hungry dao siao... nearly faint.. no lah.. didn lah.. joking nia.. just cannot tahan and cannot take it.. so bear with it lohx.. bear until really no feeling liao... go home time go buy shark fins soup.. well.. actually not full enought.. forget it.. let me suffer den... i think i REALLY SICK.. i really have craziness sickness.. no one can help me, no one can cure me. no one can understand me, so am i.. i dunno whats wrong with me.. i'm an idiot, i'm a fool. am i working until tat stress? or tired? i not very sure.. i still tinking whether wan to work tml at night? no one help auntie. feel abit guilty.. maybe friday i will go help her.. she gonna go pray her mum which was passed away 1 year ago. haix.. how sia. i cannot lik tat no heart de man.. haix... i shall help her ya.. i cannot be a bad gal... i just need enough rest.. tat it.. VIVIAN.. U CAN DO IT DE.. BEAR WITH IT, BEAR WITH IT.. it just a few more days to go... jiayou...

can god help me to cure my sickness?

`V I A N . A H G I R L ❤ J O N A T H A N . A H B O Y*

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