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Wednesday, October 03, 2007

haix.. why am i stressing myself so jialat? since he nvr really do anything.. i should not even care? haix.. dunno lohx... the fact dun wanna hurt them lah.. haix.. just like my hand.. infront of my hand also meat, behind also meat.. althought this words mostly used by parents.. so i used it for frens... accept anyone will hurt 1 of them more? haix.. so i prefer dun choosing anyone.. the fact both of them have feelings toward me.. but i dun haf.. wat to do? just heck? depends lohx.. cannot always heck de lohx.. haix.. sometimes feel lik dying.. i noe it not worth it.. since it not worth it.. i tink after i die will go hell lah.. all friends see my happy side... haven even see my sad, moodswing side? dunno.. haix.. wat the hell man.. haix.. hate the feeling.. jiang hao ask me.. WHAT ARE U STRESSING ABOUT? the fact i dunno.. diaos.. me onli 18.. dun wanna stress myself so hard lah.. wat for.. will old de lehx.. come on... i dun wanna hurt anyone.. but i still need to do so. haix.. why god torturing me? haix.. since i already happy enough... i hope my happiness can bring to someone tat sad.. i guess i make alot of ppl happy... HELP~ relationship gonna stressed me up.. i tink it still too young for me to understand? or can say tat.. IT TOO DIFFICUIT FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND? lols.. today my eyes really spoiled! i just lie down on table. i tink i really fall asleep for awhile.. abt a few mins? or 30mins? dunno.. nvr really notice.. haha... yesterday was my heart spoiled.. my mood also spoiled too... haix... den today morning was my stomach spoiled.. all spoiled.. can make me die... suddenly out a sudden abit moody... not pms... lols.. haix... shall end here liao.. cya..

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