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Thursday, September 13, 2007

haix.. i keep thinking about what daniel have say to me.. stressed me again.. but peter case dun think he stressed me.. lols... i still think that peter say de so fake lah.. come on.. althought all the words he say is real.. it hard for me to believe... bleax... i shall not ask daniel some question den he wont ans me tat question den i wont stress? lols if i dun ask i feel uncomfortable.. ask stress... dun ask uncomfortable.. wat the hell? lols.. freak lah.. this few days did walk past fuhua sec field.. kinda miss secondary school days... yesterday daniel put his msn nick is "How good if time can be reversed" yesterday feel that reversed kinda bored.. know what had happened.. den wan to know again... lols.. but the fact sometimes something u really miss... is good to reversed the time.. if i not from NT.. some more is 1st class NT.. i wont be able to know yan ping.. and wont be able to know who is junbao who is daniel.. althought i know i dun think i will be able to be as close as now.. might be doin each other thing den mostly go out play, sms, talk on fone, msn. somehow also kinda miss those days that writting letters to them.. and somehow miss those days that i have spend in CO *Chinese Orchestra* and also somehow kinda miss those days when we go Maris Stella... if dun haf CO i wont be able to go perform national day co concert and wont be able to make friends with maris stella and wont be able to make friends with maris stella which not in co.. some more this is fate.. it already happened, it wont change.. unless i have a TIME-MACHINE to go back to past... and change everything.. i still miss the days in co and playing with juniors, laughing with juniors and writting letters with daniel and junbao that their class just beside us... althought i from NT.. i dun feel lonely at all.. cause i still have 2 of my friends which i know them for 6 years and others in my class too, juniors which i know them for 5 years, maris stella friends which i know them for 3years, friends that know them since pri sch for 12 years, even from kindergarden that know him for 13years but now he marry dunno where he gone, he no longer using that hp, which his bro using now.. wow can see that it past so many years liao.. kinda lik "ZOM"... GONE.. so many years gone, and we grew up liao.. haha.. daniel asking me some qns.. i still haven replied him.. sian.. it hard for me to reply lah.. diaos lehx.. heck care.. he also nvr ask me liao den just pretend nth.. LOLS.. opps kinda bad ar? hehe...

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