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Monday, October 30, 2006

today went to bukit batok that near my sch with mummy and brother. go there and pray pray. den while time was up. we kids need to go pray for the god which can let us good in study. erm hard to say. haha. den all the kids was there. teenages also got. haha. it damn hot and VERY HEATY. awhile is okay for me. but too long i will feel uncomfortable. hee. den i stand outside all the kids. after tat mummy ask me to go back again. well i stand. I FEEL HARD TO BREATH. den the Shi Fu put some Cold water on us. erm spray here and there. for buddhism ppl shld noe. hee. den it feel cool for me. after tat it nvr liao. den i stand outside. i really feel uncomfortable. hard to breath. den i stand mummy there liao. and dunno wat happen le. wake up liao. mummy keep calling me ah girl. den the shi fu squeeze under my nose, above my mouth. den i slowly wake up. while i fainted. i tot i was beside my brother there. and with all the kids. den ears blocked. onli can hear abit. wake up ppl around me. i really dunno wat happen. haha. den got 1 auntie gave me chair to sit even give me drink. thanks alot. den shi fu spray some cold water on me. den i keep rub my eyes. i tink i did cried. i dunno at all. mummy told me tat. she keep open my mouth. if nvr open it, it will die? she told me when we wait for the bus. den i dunno anything. i didn open my mouth, she told me. den i tink of something. wat if 1 day i really die? den wat if today i really die? at bus listen to songs. den look at the sky. i did feel very scare that if i die. cause maybe future i did wan to save ppl? my dreams still haven come true. and i wan to marry too. it make me scared. now den i noe i really scare i will die 1 day. my life still long. i dunwan to die so early. this was my 1st time fainted. thanks lord, gods. thanks that i still alive in this world. the shi fu also told me to plant a plant at home. dun plant lik roses. cause got sharp sharp de. hee. wan me to plant my ownself to sell the plant. so next time it wont happen. mummy say tat i too heaty. past few days i slp at 4am and slp at 3am. on friday slp at 4am. saturday which is yesterday slp at 3pm. too heaty le ba? haha. when the shi fu ask parents to go aside and talk to them. den we childrens dun go. den got 1 guy which from ITE. but dunno which ite. haha. name call zhi wei? i tink so? cause the shi fu did ask abt him. haha. that why i noe. den he came to me and asked me. " are u okay?" i was shocked. i dunno him why he talk to me. haha. but nvm. hee. den i say i okay. with a shy and strange look i tink so ba? haha. den i tell my brother tat guy talk to me. he say who? i say the ITE STUDENT. haha. i didn noe HE BEHIND ME. scared me. den i juz smile. and play with my brother. haha. paiseh sia. hee. den he did smile at me. hehe. at 1st he sit beside my brother. hehe. den i did ask my brother he look younger or i look younger? or almost the same? den my brother reply. so so lohx. diaox. den i tell my brother. i wan to be younger den him. HAHA. bleax. well. when we want to go take bus. den mummy lik drop something? no idea or keep it somewhere. den go back to there and take again. shi fu was there so ask him. hehe. well. i did THANKS TO SHI FU WOR. hehe. HE SAVED MY LIVE. hehe. when i go back mummy there and wan to take bus. on the way i saw him again. HE WAVE HAND TO ME. say bye bye. HAHA. well. i did say bye bye. hehe. juz wave my hand. hee. thanks zhi wei. hehe. but i feel strange. haha. cause i dun even noe him. if he from my sch. den i shld saw him. but i didn saw him. but he look very familiar. haha. bleax. nvm. if got fate sure will meet again. haha. THANKS ALOT TO U ALL. thank u very much. hehe. so ar. LIVE IS REALLY VERY IMPORTANT TO ME. dun ever go suicide. it stupid. haha. ur life is still noe. u wont noe wat happen tml wat happen the next. or maybe wat if tml ur dream come true? or next year? u will nvr noe. IT REALLY MAKE ME SCARED SIA. take care everyone. hehe. bleax. tml got chemistry phase test. HOPE I CAN PASS WITH FLY COLOURS. haha. god bless. well is open book. tink will be okay ba. haha. HOPE SUNNY WONT DO MISTAKE. diaox. haha. god bless bless bless. hehe. okay le. end here. bye bye. hehe.

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