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Monday, July 31, 2006

yesterday went to city hall to get our paid. but i late for 1 hr. sorry huibing and geng sheng. went we go and get our paid. GOD SHIT. the voucher EXPIRE. i dun think i gonna work at there. totally sark lah. expire expire EXPIRE. gosh. we went there dunno how many times le. den this coming friday gonna take our paid. why we take a few dollars also so hard de ar. gosh sia. after tat we go and walk walk and eat. around 5 plus not over 5.30pm. huibing and geng sheng went home. den i go church. huiling meet me. actually veronica meet me at 5pm. i forgot sia. nvr see the time. haha. sorry then. hmm. oh well. yesterday went church. so so lohx. cause ar. veronica not sitting with me. den james and stepfen nvr come. sort of. QUIET abit. hee. i really can't clear my mind. i really dunno wat am i thinking. and i really dunno whether to believe christ. haix. i don't think i will convert now. maybe forever? i also dunno. cause i really cant clear my mind RIGHT NOW. anyway i aim tat target. yesterday nvr come. nvm. haha. den ar. i juz aim him as my target. not really lik him. no feeling lehx. it too fast for me. haix. i really hard to love someone. also very easy to give up and don't love that person liao. how? i think now is better den last time ba. cause last time i still young. so now not as worry as last time ba. haha. i grow up liao. so should be okay.

today temper damn sark lah. is because of stupid dad. keep say alot of things. den i pek cek den angry. gosh sia. totally sark up. now i don't wanna stress myself. anyway. i wont stress de lah. i feel so happy all the time. HAHAHA. but temper sark lah. bleax. should relax myself. maybe i stress with someone lohx. i feel that i always hurt him. some more hurt alot. and ar. scold him. aiya. maybe he make me freak lah. i also dunno wat to do. ahhhhhhhh.

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